Relationship issues

I can’t stop thinking about the conversation I had with my finacée. We are both in wrong. I went out of these nights, got drunk and was tipsy. One if his friends saw me and told him. He actually called me a “drunkard”. It hurt my man so bad for his friends to be calling me a drunkard and it just can’t get off my head too. I purpose not to drink again coz I’m not a serial drinker but I feel so hurt!!!!…. We talked about it. I apologized and we are willing to work on what we have left with our relationship but it’s still on my mind. My chest feels very heavy😭😭😭😭